Selamat Hari Raya!

taun lepas ngan kes xberaya kat embassy sbb penat sgt mlm raya p tgk cOncert pagi raya tidOq mcm kayu balak xsedaq diri Owg call suma xdengaq....haha! pikir2 balik lawaaaaaaaakkk laaa Oii! hahaha tp On the bright side, haku dpt beraya ngan family haku..hOw?? skype laaa..! ngah yg da lawa2 ngan kebaya nyOnya dia tuu pOnn sanggOp meniarap dpn pc sbb nak videO chat ngan haku ~~hOw sweet~~ haku ni ha lagi laaaa depan lappy gakkk bersiap pkai bju kebaya ibu haku pOskan utk haku tuuuu yg beliau bli saiz besaq tp ngan naluri keibuannya *ceewahh* telah meng-alter- baju tuu ngan tepatnya menjadi saiz haku! wahhhh terer lar ibu! walOpOn taim tu videO asik sangOt2 cam hampehhhh ja tp xkesah laa..janji dpt tgk muka2 insan tersayang ni mmmmmmmmuahhhh2!!

tp tu suma cta taun lepas...taun ni..? mcm da xleh nak skype lagi ja..sbb internet kat umah jitra tuu abah da pOtOng huhu sadisssss.. camna nakwat??? calling2 ja larrr! alaaaaaaaa! senang cta kan...haku mmg xdak feel sgt nak beraya taun nihh....sebabnya?? haku da pijak msia da ada kat msia taim awal ramadhan da bersahur da berbuka sama2 family haku da...! tba2 taim raya nak kna raya kat cni! aaarghhh! satu impak maksima btOi! masa p jln2 cari baju raya ngan ibu tuu,xdak mOod sgt pOnnn nak pilih2..hah! amik ja yg tuu nmpak elOk ja tuhhh..! "bukannya dpt raya kat sini pOnnnn!" tu lar yg haku pk huhu...

xpa laa...bnyk kali rmai Owg pesan...pengalaman suma tuu..kan dtg kOrea nak menuntut ilmu.. hmmmmm btOl tuuuuu..tp haku nak emO skettt xbOleyyy kaaaa....????

anyhOw...bukan lar xdak makna langsOng raya kali ni...ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian kann...bersyukur ja ngan apa yg haku dpt hari nih..mana taO kOt2 raya taun dpn da xdpt lagi..huhu Wallahualam..

terima taaakkkk??! >.<"

wahai seOrang sahabat yg disayangi yg dari dulu haku anggap mcm sedara sndri dah..!

haku taO hang ckp hang xmajOk Or xkecik aT Or watsOeva sbb hang bukan janatOl ahaha tp haku rasa hang layak berada di situasi di mana haku patOt minx maaf...

sOwieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

ckOp panjang taaakk??? ka nak lagi panjaaaaaaaaaaang?! ahaha!

emOsi xstabil kadang2 tuu suma bnda haku nak attack...apa tuu..serbu xpkai helmet haa!

i've tOld myself...i will change 4 the better...InsyaAllah kalO niat tu baek nnT Allah S.W.T permudahkan..btOl x?? dOa2kan lar na..

sayang kamu! ingat ni!!

buruk sgt ka haku nihh??

last night was a huge pain tO me..saketttnya hati Tuhan ja yg taO..apa haku wat...haku pegang baby haku kuat2 *sylvie:that's what i called him* haku tekup kepala dia kat mulut haku n haku jerit kuat2! kuat gila smpai haku rasa satu apartment nih bley dngar.. *metaphOre ja tuh* tp rasa cam ckOp kuat ja...! xkOtt...sbb haku bukannya sOlely jerit...haku wat tu pOn sambil nanges teresak2! hehe! kenapa?! ntahhh! da nak gila agaknya huhu! bnyk kali gakk haku pk haku xsepatOtnya dtg cni..! banyak kali! tp dalam banyak2 kali tu berkali2 gak hati haku kuat nihhh ckp.. "blajaq laaa mira..4 the sake Of menuntut ilmu"...btOl tuu...kalO btOl niat tu, jihad namanya..

tu la kOtt yg wat haku cam Okayyyyyyy skett! bukannya apa...haku sdey...sdey laaa sngt! 2 3 menjak nih terasa sgt cam ada individu yg haku sayang sangat nihh menjauhkan diri dr haku.. susah sgt ka nak jenguk kpla tuu tgk haku nih..?? buruk sgt kOt haku! huhu xtaO laaa plak! buruk dimatanya mana laaa haku taO kann....pas2 tambah plakk satu lagi masalah nihh..ada plak sOwg lagi nihhh bley ckp haku trOuble maker lam hidOp dia! adeyyyy! tambah lagi satu sdey! xpa laaaa mira! u've had ur perfect life b4...nOw blajaq laaa nak HIDOP skett! deals wif things! naseb badan laaaa... mana nak ngadu? angkat tangan kat langit laaa..Allah S.W.T sentiasa mndengar..buruk mana pOn haku...InsyaAllah...

saya sayang kamu!!

saya sayang kamu!!! sayang kamu sangat sangat!! taO takkk??! sayangggggggg sangat sangatttt sangatttttt sangattt nihhhhhhh Owhhhhhhh winduuuuuuuuuuu daaa..! xsmpai pOn 2minggu!!

Owhhhhh anak2 yg laen...! sOwieeee xdak pic!! huhu! but u guys are always in my heart mmmmmmmmmmmmmmuahhhh~~~

new day..?

few mOnths agO...i thOught i have started a new day...with new visiOns..new attitude..new perspective.. i just thOught...that didnt happen the way i want it tO be.. i'm still the same.. i dOnt want tO be the same..i want tO get rid Of all the bad things in my mind,my head and my heart! i prayed a lOt..i knOw Allah S.W.T will hear me sOoner Or later..i want tO change! fOr the better!

but i realized i cant dO that On my Own..i need at a hand..tO hOld On tO me whenever i lOst my grip...still cOuldnt find One thOugh..dOing this all alOne is very hard..very hard...Owhh nO Allah please help me gOing thrOugh all this...i never wanna die withOut ur fOrgiveness... this time.. i really really wanna dO it right..! if Only all my friends wOuld have guts enOugh tO at least tell me what have i dOne wrOng...what shOuld i dO tO fix things up..urghhhhhhh im sO messed up!

(x.x)

"my day spOilt...

i'm nOt happy...

my life sucks...

all bcOz Of YOU!!!"

u may nOt remember...
but u've said all Of these...
i wOnt fOrget...

T.T

i wanna cry...