tO care Or nOt tO care.....

tO care..Or nOt tO care....
im tired....tired Of being the One...
waiting 4 nOthing *urghhh pathetic*
yeah maybe i am pathetic...
Or maybe im just being immature..
either way, nOw i realize that i have cared 4 tOo much..
tOo much than i can endure...
i cared tOo much 4 almOst everything arOund me that i fOrget bOut myself..
nOw back tO basic is where i shOuld return...
fOcus On me myself and i
nOt tO say that im being selfish,nO!
im just tOo tired tO think bOut anything else but me...
nOthing else matters...
i knOw this One thing,
as lOng as i am happy, i can make everyOne arOund me as happy...
but if i am crappy, fiuhhhhhh whO knOws..!